Friday, October 26, 2007

so much to do....

So much to do...
So much to learn and
So much to see…
So much to touch and
So much to feel…
So much to dream
and So much to try…
So many beauties to regard and
So many times to sigh…
So much to listen and
So much to hear…
So many lives to touch and
So many lives to make dear…
So much to give and
So much to share…
So much to achieve and
So many challenges to dare…
So much love to confer and
So much time to provide…
So many failures to accept and
So many setbacks to be taken in stride…
So many souls to blossom and
So many hearts to bloom…
So much to do…
Before I rest in my tomb…


Take me to a dream
That I never dreamed of,
To a place so beautiful
That we can stay for eternity,
A dream that seems to be
More real than real life
A dream of no problems or worries.
Take me to a dream
A place for just the two of us,
Where we can express our innermost thoughts,
feelings, and emotions,
To a beautiful land where nobody
Is there but just the two of us.
Take me to a dream
A dream where I can have fun,
Where I am not being fused or abused at
Controlled or being yelled at,
To a beautiful place that I can lay at
In peace where I can think at,
Where I will have no worries
and do nothing but dream...

Tuesday, October 9, 2007

With every cut i make another feet
i dig down deep,
bury me there
with all the tears i weep.
fill it with my sorrows
& all the blood i've shed..
Go on hurt me,kill me..
let death be my eternal bed !!

When u wait for someone
for few mins its consideration,
for few hours its trust,
for few years its friendship
& when you wait even
when you know he wont be back... its love !!

Im going crazy...
im going insane..
i'd really kill myself
if only to stop this pain !
i'll cut my wrist deep
& then let you go,
im hurting inside
more than you'll ever know !!!!!!

Wednesday, October 3, 2007


When a new day begins,
dare to smile gratefully.
When there is darkness,
dare to be the first to shine a light.
When there is injustice,
dare to be the first to condemn it.
When something seems difficult,
dare to do it anyway.
When life seems to beat you down,
dare to fight back.
When there seems to be no hope,
dare to find some.
When you're feeling tired,
dare to keep going.
When times are tough,
dare to be tougher.
When love hurts you,
dare to love again.
When someone is hurting,
dare to help them heal.
When another is lost,
dare to help them find the way.
When a friend falls,
dare to be the first to extend a hand.
When you cross paths with another,
dare to make them smile.
When you feel great,
dare to help someone else feel great too.
When the day has ended,
dare to feel as you've done your best.
Dare to be the best you can
-At all times, Dare to be!

Monday, October 1, 2007


Tell me your dreams.
Tell me your reality.
Share with me your imagination,
and the extent of your morality.
Tell me…how high are you willing
to go to find success.
Tell me…how deep
will you go to find THE peace.
Tell me…will you make others cry
to keep your own self happy?
Or will you give up on your happiness
to see others smile?
Tell me…do you believe in God
and his divinity?
Or will you sell your soul
to the devil without even a moment’s hesitancy?
Tell me…will you stand by your convictions
like the mountains high?
Or you are so fickle that no matter
which direction the wind goes, you will fly?
Tell me...Are you game for love just for the
sheer joy of loving?
Or for you love has lost its chastity
and it's glorious meaning.
Tell me...All this, for I will be
glad if with me you share.
I can be your friend,
so without any fear you can lay your heart bare.
I can be your God.
Or I can be your Satan.
I can make your life a lush meadow.
Or like a desert- empty and barren.
I can introduce you to your destiny
or I can acquaint you with your doom.
I can show you what is happiness all about.
Or i can fill your life with misery and gloom.
I can help you open your wings and fly high.
Or I can tie you down till you die.
I am noone else but
who you see in the mirror.
My image can make you feel blessed.
Or that manifestation can make you shiver.
I am but a reflectionthat you see.
Whichever path you want to tread on (good or bad)
I will gladly follow thee.
I am you.And you are I.
Though I might be your conscience.
But, I am only a voice of thy.


It’s been such a long time
since we parted ways.
We didn't talk
and didn't meet.
Wanting to get on
with our lives in our own ways
And then we saw
each other across a crowded room.
And I realized to my surprise
that I still felt the same.
I looked at you
you looked at me
and the world faded into oblivity.
You asked for my hand,
and I gave you mine.
When our fingers touched
the time stopped for an eternity.
We sat like that for I don't know how long.
All I knew was my heart was content
and my soul was humming a happy song.
I wanted nothing more
than to hold you in my arms.
But didn't want to ask
for I wasn't willing to take another chance.
Then you asked if I still loved you,
and I thought my heart,
a beat, will miss.
I couldn't decide whether to hold on to my sanity,
or fall again into this heart breaking bliss?
And I said yes,'cos that was the truth.
I could no more to myself lie.
I never did stop loving you...
even after I said goodbye.
Gingerly I held your hand
wondering if it would be like before.
The same love, the same serenity?
The same blessedness as before?
But it was like time had stood still
Nor time and neither the distance
Could change the way I feel.
Was it serendipity or the universe's will?
That we were holding each other again?
But will someone tell me~
If what we have is meant to end
Than why does...such moments to us...
The destiny lends? ? ?
Only I will know how I was hurt
by the Relationship of HEARTS...
All those broken dreams,
coverd by sadness of my heart..
with happines dead,
and EVEN the world has stopped ,
for it is coverd only by your thoughts..
for i dont know y i still love,
even after love has broken my heart..
Even though u left me
, y i cry, i dont know.
Every tear fallin
Has its own story to tell ..
i dont know y i still love you
but i do still ..
Love Me Or Leave Me
i dont care,
but noboby can love u
like i can..
Life without u wasnt a life..
life without u wont be a life
There was only a small difference
between u and me
i wanted u
and u wanted
the whole world........
not me...


Every time I die
You’re the reason why
I closed the door and cried blood
Yet you couldn’t see the flood
You know that I loved you
Yet I can’t see you coming through
I’m waiting for the light of the morning
When I’ll come out of this mourning
As of now you’re not here
But your voice I can still hear
Without telling you I love you
So that my days aren’t blue
I don’t know that whether it’s a happy or sad thought
Because with my heart I just fought
I’m not sure whether you exist or not
Or may be you are just hiding at some spot
At times I feel I’m going crazy
You don’t come to me or you’re just too lazy
You know what I’m fed up!!!
Either talk to me or just shut up!!!


The darkness, so peaceful
in these days of pain,
the darkness, so kind,
in my lonesome days.
It gives me the space i craved for
during the day,
it lets me be myself no matter
what, others have to say.
The night sky, calm and
dotted with stars,the moon,
the leader
of this fleet of stars.
This entire fleet,eyes down on me,
seem like a guardian
watching over me.
Whilst walking in the darkness,
i gently feel,the sound of silence
in the purest breeze.
I love the way the wind,
dances along,caressing my soul
as i walk along.
So, alone i walk,in the dark,
when i can’t see,too far beyond.
Alone i walk
in the dark,
when the world retires
to that place called dreams.
I walk alone in the dark,
so noone sees my heart’s suffering.
I fight this pain,
as i walk along,
just the stars in the dark
for company. .. dusk...

Together we started walking
on this life’s course.
You pushed me on,my guide,
my driving force.
You made me find my smile
when my heart was melancholy.
You made me see the purity
in a world that was unholy.
When I was too scared to dream
you gave me the confidence.
You made me love my true self
and helped me shed my pretence.
When I wanted to cry
you were there with your shoulder to lend.
You have been the anchor in my life.
My philosopher, my friend.
And walking together hand in hand
I don’t know when I crossed the line.
I fell in love with my best friend.
Naturally, without any design.
Now that I am aware of how I feel
I don’t know what to do.
Do I tell you of my serendipity?
Or do I go on quietly loving you?
I will leave it up to you to discern~
Why I am aglow when you enter the room.
Why, when you near,
everything I am, bursts into a bloom.
I will let you see for yourself
how you have changed me.
How though I existed till now,
your love has made me live completely.
How your presence makes me absolute,
how your nearness makes me whole.
And no matter how long
you take to see my love,
you will always have
The undying devotion of this soul.


Crying out to Moon
The still breeze, is at times
just enough to pluck off dry leaves
Ah.. dried they were
of the unseen tears
which just plucked out on and on
There was a deafening hum
The most bleak ever sung
Yet inaudible and unheard...
All is game within the mind
Counting over that mute babel
He sat there -Crying out to Moon.
Shining spirals, moving darkness
Touched by Untouched
Something choked,
andIt was the end, end to end
for beginning a new beginning....


Sitting in a crowded room.
With people blithely moving about,
soft music in the background,
I watch children
gleefully scream and shout.
Gentle breeze rustling the curtains,
sunbeam creeping inside
through the windowpane.
All the settings in place
for a wonderful and relaxed meeting.
Then why
do I feel this disquietude,
why do all the emotions
come back from
which I am fleeing.
One look at you
and my time stands still,
yet every moment
seems to be fleeting.
I look at thee,
and the whole surroundings
are filled with splendour.
Music in the background,
tinkling of china,
friendly chatter,
kids laughter...
all fade into a distant murmur,
till I hear nothing
but the beating of my heart.
The world around
fades into oblivion,
and there is just you...
so near yet oceans apart.
We look at each other
and our eyes lock.
I look away feeling dizzy.
Is my confusion destined,
or is it merely self-brought?
I steal a look at you
and I search deep within.
Struggling to find answers
to the questions
I don't even know.
Desperately trying to hide the feelings
that I am not yet ready to show.
Surreptitiously I gaze at you,
hoping noone will discern.
I sway with the breeze
and breathe in your scent.
Will that whiff appease the ache,
or will it give way to a new torment?
You look at me and smile,
and I start acting nonchalant.
But is it really me?
Or am I putting on pretence?
If it's love that I sense,
than why do I feel this reluctance?
Is it that I am scared
that the love without
will not be the same
as it felt within?
If I give in to it-
will it become my catharsis?
Or will it become my cardinal sin?


a lifeless story
i was born to be despised of my birth
i was grown to be denied of my health
i was sent to school
only to be hindered in good senses
i was turned a teenager
to abandon my adolescence
next,............. i
was married to be his slave
and i grew old
to fall down like a wave
now that i am dead i realize .......
to have lived
only to breed
so my lord !!
if you still exist............
this is my first request ,
to be brave
let two of such lifeless women
cry at my grave...........